Dear L,

folks, sorry it’s been awhile since my last update, ahh., I don’t know why I keep thinking of him in mind, that is L who is L? haha, don’t mention, I don’t want to tell you because I am afraid you will like him too, jangan sebok ok.
Although we just known for a very long time, I’ve already felt he’s a good kind hearted man. And since last 7 days I felt something between us is deeper and he’s taking my breath away with his kind and the sweets talks. and you guys can’t just guess him because u guys don’t know what I feel, it maybe just me but I don’t care what he thinks about me all I know I think the chemistry between us are getting closer. We act like one but we don’t!
Maybe it’s just me, but he doesn’t felt anything, like I told you maybe he already had a girlfriend , as he’s a sugardaddy :D haha, but I don’t know, my mood is only with him, ahha poyooooo! Every time I had him in mind magically I’ll received a text, calls and even more he come to me. Ahhh and whenever I saw him for just only few damn seconds nor he just passed by he’ll made my day as bright as the sunshine.
I just hoping we going to stay forever although we are apart because I want to have a long term relationship with this man, haha :D, I guess he don’t know what my feelings towards him right, but I love him although he didn’t notice it or whatever. but I believe every time he says goodbye with the words I love you, and that means a lot to me ,

p/s:M&M, thanks for the lots-of-love cake :) . i enjoyed with lots of love. a thousand thanks.

dear L,

there's nothing i could say to you, nothing i could ever do to make you see,what you mean to me.all the pain,the tears i cried,still you never said goodbye,and now i know how far you'd go.i know i let you down but it's not like that now.this time i'll never let you go.i will be all that you want and get myself togather cause you keep me from falling apart. all my life,i'll be with you forever, to get you through the day and make everything okay. i thought that i had everything, i didnt know what life could bring, but now i see,seriously. you're the one i let inside,now i can breathe cause you're here with me. and if i let you down,ill turn it all around, cause i would never let you go. without you i cannot breathe,i'm not gonna ever let you leave.youre all ive got you are all i want,cause without you i dont know what i'd do,i can never live a day without you.here with me, DO YOU SEE YOU'RE ALL I NEED?

xo,jo.